the day did NOT start well since morning. i was pissed at the traffic light at the junction near suntec city.the bus could only cross to the other side of the road after 3 red lights. to make things worse, i was LATE for work. imagine the anxiety in me and the hatred for the traffic light growing with every second. i was close to pulling my hair and asking the bus driver to clash into the other cars to cross to the other side.
when i reached the damn depressing room, i saw this paper on my table and my partner was drawing lines on it while sorting files. she told me we are supposed to keep track of how mnay files each of us can do per day because THEY want to check on our productivity. fine, watever and pray hard that the chinese character "zheng" will NOT haunt me later in my sleep.
bad news always arrives when it is close to knocking off time. my dearest boss, despite notbeing able to come to work, she checks on us by calling. should i praise technology or not? she is a committed leader because she is thinking about work when she is supposed to rest at home. for that, i respect her. she has been thinking and thinking of many ways to improve our productivity and speed so that we are able to finish the project by april. however, no matter what numbers she punches into her poor calculator, it refuses to show the number nine thousand. it shows that we are unable to complete everything by the end of april when my contract ends. so how? THEY have no intention to extent the damn contract so they have to push us. WE ARE WORKING AT OUR MAXIMUM POSSIBLE SPEED. what more do they want? i am no a robot. how am i supposed to complete unrealistic goals? i have my own committments. i have my own set of priorities. and i still find it unreasonable for me to pay for a mistake which i did not commit initially. am i not being sensible here? NO!
i had to wait close to 15 minutes for my bus on my way home with a stomach groaning away. do u know how unbearable is to be endure hunger for me? it is close to killing me slowly.
since the day is ending soon, i thought maybe things will take for a change. BUT, my dearest MSN has to give me even more problems. i keep signing out of MSN after i am signed in for a few secons. i dont know why. i followed goi's instructions and went to repair my MSN at the control panel, hoping that everything would be fine but the stubborn msn refused to be repaired. i am damn angry that i uninstall the programme and it is taking donkey years to re install all thanks to my lousy and slow internet connection which my dad refuses to upgrade. CRAP! amazing, i am still able to chat with some people on msn although i cant find anymore msn files in my hard disk. in the past, there is always this window popping out saying i am signed in in another computer. HUH? i only have a PC at home. how on earth does the other PC come into the picture?
summary for the day: crap, lousy, shitty, pissed.
"leave me alone"
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